AlwaystheLast

The rain pours and you cannot sleep. Your mind races and you cannot keep pursuing your sanity-- that's going too deep-- and despair's fingers begin to creep in your head. I don't know if this is how it is for you, but this is how it was for me. A cloudy day is like a blank sheet. It doesn't seem worth it to talk or to eat and you dread the day-- that holds no heat-- and it doesn't seem worth it to get to your feet or to breathe. I don't know if this is when it is for you, but this is when it was for me. Yesterday seems a year away and you keeping mixing up tomorrow and today because if it hasn't happened-- "And it w

The night stretches before you, endless endless endless. Dawn will never come. It is three in the morning and you hate yourself and dawn will never, ever come. You've already questioned everything you hold important, you've already listened to the songs that comfort you. You've exhausted every resource you keep for these occasions and you are exhausted because you have been up since too early. You have been up since your body was too saturated with sleep to let you lie in oblivion another minute. And now it is three AM and you are awake and the night will not end. You are the only one awake. Everyone who cares went to b